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Drowning On Vacation
04:09
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It’s something I said
Can we just be friends?
Little nothing binge
Don’t squeal revenge
This is the minute that my lips tip into stuttering
You caught me
Running out of erasers when my words of love were up to pace
I need this to end
And I know that I’m running for back-up
But my coat tail is tangled and the convict-ersation is catching up
Took my coat off
Said, "Come inside"
Who’s the boy of your dreams
Skittles, Chopin and sprite
Warmed my lips for the night
Slurred words as your guide
Slurred words as my bible
Words of love hide
Words of love seek
And love starts its drowning
So just drown me if you are drowned
So just drown me if you are drowned
In the words I’m failing to ground
I’m tired of two week apologies
But fresh out of lasting love now
I mix up this four letter noun
Cause you catch me when my mind is out
I just want to tell you my love lie
My love lie
(You’re drowning in my yoke
And I want you to know it
You’re drowning in my joke
And I want you to laugh it off)
I want to crack the yoke of the sun
To illuminate my slips of the tongue
I made a mistake and I’ll be one
But, don’t tell me I’m immature when I just simply don’t give a shit
About us
It was something I said
Can we just be friends?
The message is useless
And you know that I’m so sad for her
Cause I’m instigating while were behaving
I just cannot be friends
I said, “Take your clothes off for the night
Don’t be scared by my words
It’s only me they’ll bite”
Let’s move on from what I said
Get your legs to spread
Soon you’ll give me ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
Words of love hide
Words of love seek
And love starts its drowning
I always knew not to say I love you
So just drown me if you are drowned (x3)
In the words I’m failing to ground
I’m tired of two week apologies
But fresh out of lasting love now
I mix up this four letter noun
Cause’ you catch me when my mind is out
I just want to tell you my love lie
My love lie
So just drown me if you are drowned
In the words I’m failing to ground
I just want to tell you I fucking lie
When I tell you I love you
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2. |
One Roof
04:20
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Her tear glands once unbroken
Poured a glass of tongue to the ones she did not need
Mom was moving on so carelessly
His masculine mask melts mascara
Watch a glass man burst from the manic pressure of greed
I'm waiting for her next solo stampede
Let's start with where the anger started
(Tell me please)
And end with where he went retarded
And I'm afraid to write about this
Cause every single time
I become a slave to the memories of one roof
Seventeen years and one roof
Until I caught you naked and that's the truth
Seventeen years and one roof
Said you'd open doors for me dear daddy
Said you'd open doors and now the roof's blown off
I hope you loved that whore dear daddy
Cause she stole the place where I'd sleep it off
Her fears are words not spoken
Wish it all could stop
So I could hear her real story
Open up and tell me mommy
I have the other half of your heartache
And when you get a chance pass the misery to me
I won't allow any more crying
Let's start with where the anger started
(Tell me please)
And end with where he went retarded
And I'm afraid to write about this
Cause every single time
I become a slave to the memories of one
While we find why we're angry
I'll wish I was a fucking better son
(right now) (x4)
Let's start with where the anger started
(Tell me please)
And end with where he went retarded
And I'm afraid to write about this
Cause every single time
I become a slave to the memories of one
I'm known to bottle this up
My tear glands broken overflowed the cup
A lit fuse on this family bond
You blew up the most kind-hearted mom
Said you'd open doors for me dear daddy
(A lit fuse on this family bomb)
Said you'd open doors and now the roof's blown off
(A lit fuse on this family bond)
Hope you loved that whore dear daddy
Cause she stole the place where we'd sleep you off
Let's start with where the anger started
And end with where he went retarded
And I'm afraid to write about this because every single time
Become a slave to the memories of one roof
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3. |
Sex Addict
03:19
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Tonight
(can you please just)
Wipe the crust away from my eyes
(I think I need ya)
Waking up is not feeling wise
Can someone wipe the lust from my eyes?
So, fucking wheel me out on a gurney
Desert me
On all the bridges we built and burn them
I’m burning
Thought I was in
But, didn’t know in’s where they’d turn me
Woahhh
I didn’t know in’s where you’d turn me
Never knew that all of you would turn me in
Turn me in
These flings burn me turn me in
That’s why I become
a sex addict again
So I can stay young
and have at it again
Baby the night’s young
When love is lingering and getting old
Don’t let me think about
How I threw our love away
To be a sex addict
I’m not a sex addict
I missed the part where you missed me
could this be
another episode where I ditch the other half of my heart-ache is speaking up
Misery loves company
Never really did I want to go
But I just kind of had to
Did I tell you that I lost myself on the road?
Or did I not really have to
There’s a part of me that looks at all the parts of me
Leaving just a partial me to analyze the parts of me
How can I make you understand?
Your eyes churn me from within
They see me become
a sex addict again
So I can stay young
and have at it again
Baby the night’s young
When love is lingering and getting old
Don’t let me think about
How I threw our love away
To be a sex addict
Let’s be honest
I’m trying to cover up our past
But my covers are on them
Be all that you can
Just know that my silence is on your side
Our shared heartbeats lied when they died
Take a seat where our hearts used to beat
Or meet me on the other side
My heart valves untied
My arms open wide
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4. |
My Hazed Eyes
03:05
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On that summer day we met
You redefined best friend now you’re a silhouette
And it’s so scary how we act the same
Fast forward 7 years and you jump in front of a train
I wish I knew what you were going through
Cause I was probably going through it too
Should have called me twin what a twist
Guess phone tag and really lonely minds never mix
Last time I
Saw ya told ya I was fine
I shouldn’t have lied
We’re in this battle together
Wish you could see where you stood in this world
Hundreds of people would die for you
I try to put words on growing up but it never works
Had a best friend fly away
So I’ll join a band to seem all fine and dandelions
But, I’ll be honest cause’ this one’s for you
There’s days I can’t see five feet in front of me
There’s days I thought I was out on the hunt for me
There’s days I thought everyone had a gun
But, you figured it out for me
This is the moment where it all changes
I’ll live the happy life you wanted me to live (x2)
If only you had known that I went completely insane
(As well)
But, you couldn’t see through your eyes, so
How could I expect you to see through mine?
We were blind to the fact we were blinded by growing pains
But, you couldn’t see through your eyes
So how could I expect you to see through mine?
I try to put words on growing up but it never works
Had a best friend fly away
If only I could fly to you
I couldn’t see through your eyes
Because I couldn’t see through mine
I would have helped you if I could focus through my hazed eyes
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5. |
High School
03:13
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The car broke down
on this underground avenue
It was the first time that I was alone with you
(Can we do)
The unpredictable
(The unpredictable when nobody's around)
And break our phones
(Bit through my lip and have been bleeding on your thong)
Cause time is running out as were suffocating in the fumes
(With you)
If only I knew
what happiness was
Then I would have
Not-a been so stupid
Meddling for love in all the
Dirty opportunities I'm hoping that you tune into this
To every single girl that I hit and don't miss
This is my chance to admit
This is my chance to admit
Tune into this
Infatuation is contagious
When I was in high school
I was looking, gearing, rearing for love
Thought it would change but didn't know what it was
Now I'm out of high school
Still the same gotta change my train of thought
Cause love can catch you but it can't be
Caught
Oh all I know is love won't be the same
I reached the peak, spoke an avalanche
You couldn't speak up
Buried in my words, I made you desperate
But what's the fun in loving how to learn if you can't learn to love
I'll never learn to love
I swear I'll learn to love
I'll never learn to love
For the moment let's inhale the smoke of teenage youth
Let's be less than ruth
For all we know this could be our last day
I'm already contagious with infatuation
I know it's such a sin its just the way I love
(You're ruthless) (x2)
I'll make you addicted
You are addicted
When I was in high school
I was looking gearing rearing for love
Thought it would change but didn't know what it was
Now I'm out of high school
Still the same gotta change my train of thought
Cause love can catch you but it
it can't be caught
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6. |
Tell Me It's Not a Habit
02:54
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Dive in bed phone a friend to help you
Find one answer to all your problems
Can’t you see your
Desperation
Can’t erase from
Can’t erase from
This is after freshman year you found your
Convenient group of university actors
Can’t you see your
Friends are leaving
For their next audition
And this song’s not for everyone’s understanding
And neither are the other ones on the album
It’s just me venting out the habits that I can’t stand
And if you can’t relate then buy another album
We’re falling in love with shots at falling in love
We wish we floated in silence and didn’t try so damn hard
My body’s been over-schooled and yet my mind’s unaware
Just tell me it’s not a habit
I’ll tell you you’re a liar
See a counselor he’ll tell you that its alright
And you can think your way out of all your problems
Take a pill, search google till you can’t sleep
And play a phone game of cop and thought robbers
Avoiding every situation that you can’t beat
Will never change all of the reasons that you hate yourself
Just be bold when their hands hold ya
And tell you that you can’t change
We’re falling in love with shots at falling in love
We wish we floated in silence and didn’t try so damn hard
My body’s been over- schooled and yet my mind’s unaware
Just tell me it’s not a habit
I’ll tell you you’re a liar
We’re falling
In love
With falling
Victim
And we’re artists
In line
To make something
Worth dying for
We’re falling in love with shots at falling in love
We wish we floated in silence and didn’t try so damn hard
My body’s been over- schooled and yet my mind’s unaware
Just tell me it’s not a habit
I’ll tell you you’re a liar
You’re a liar
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